pray for them.
funny how quick or at least unexpected, trials come after learning something new and being blessed. gwon sa nim and her two daughters came to pray for uma tonight, and they talked about this experience they had recently in l.a. well the experience was just one of their’s, but since they’re family, it’s like they all experienced it. and gwon sa nim was so mad she was gonna call up the offender to give a stern talking, but her daughter (who was the offended) was like no! gotta pray. gotta bless. so her heart felt peace, and she came to pray and bless. now she is better.
i really don’t like this particular person at all. or their related. and i don’t want to pray for them or bless them. especially the particular person. they’re horrible people. and i wish they never entered our lives. in. a. whole. lot. of. ways.
if i could take all those experiences with them and stuff them into a bag, i’d send it out with the next rocket or back in time to hiroshima.
the one saving grace, that makes me willing to pray blessing for them, is the father. not even all aspects about him. but just one aspect about him. he may not keep his household well, and does things however he sees fit, but in that one particular area, i can respect him and … because of that one particular aspect, i can try to pray blessing on that particular person.
God, i really hate ____.
it’s hard to love the worst. but i know, if God can help me love the worst, and bless the worst, He can help me better love and bless the best.