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01252012
having faith must be one of the hardest things to do
especially when you’re watching your loved ones
it’s odd.
those who don’t know you that well, have the most faith in your capabilities
but it doesn’t really matter if they do
those who are supposed to know you the best, don’t have the most faith in your capabilities
i just want to do art. why is that so bad?
the more my parents push me away from art, the more i feel committed to it.
it’s not an act of rebellion. it’s a stance that challenges them to have more faith.
& a question to me too. can i have faith?
ultimately. if something or someone makes you go closer to God without them even trying. isn’t that a really good thing? and who can say whether variable xyz makes you go closer to God besides your own self? that is, when you’re being real with yourself.
it’s easy to lie to yourself.
i’m going to go do art.
